| I find it so appropriate to listen to the song that i sang to him on the 16th of February 2007 right now. Because this is the end. Finally the end.
Because he has given away my heart, and did something worse than feed it to the wolves.
And hate would be a wrong way to describe the way I feel about him. How would you describe a feeling, would it be that feeling when you see toy that you earned from your mom when you were a little kid cuz you got your spelling all correct for ten bloody fucking weeks, in someone elses hands? I don't really think so, I really don't know how to put it in words, images of you, sweet and smiling are flashing through my mind intermittently, and in its gaps are painful, twisting emotions that make my body all tensed up.
So finally, I realized that although I thought I had so much to write about you, or say about all that I feel, plenty of words to describe the sadness that is filling my mind right now. I don't have anything more to say.
I pulled the trigger.
fufufu,
Steffi. |
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| And love so distant and obscure
Remains the cure |
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| Eau de toilette of devotion,
Tell me you've been saving it for me |
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| i am being careful.
All the things i wish i didn know. but i do. but i do. |
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